How Robyn Found Herself In The Space Between The Notes

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Originally published on November 1, 2018 6:06 pm

This summer, when Robyn announced the lead single of her first solo LP in eight years, the song's title — "Missing U" — read like a loving wink. The Swedish pop singer had not been entirely silent since Body Talk, the 2010 album that took her from cult favorite to superstar, whose singles and videos were referenced on Girls and parodied on Saturday Night Live. But to the fans in thrall to an artist whose work could make you dance and cry all at once, eight years without a full-length statement felt like a lifetime.

While her music gave listeners a soundtrack to navigate heartbreak and loss, Robyn was going through a personal upheaval of her own: the end of a relationship, the sudden death of her longtime collaborator Christian Falk from pancreatic cancer and an extended period in intense psychotherapy. Those experiences provide a baseline to her new album, Honey, released on Friday. From the opening notes of "Missing U," written partially in the wake of Falk's death, the familiar threads are there: dance and despair. But there's also plenty that's changed.

Robyn joined NPR's Ari Shapiro from the BBC's studios in London to discuss the making of Honey, hearing the music of her youth with new ears and why letting go of some control has helped her grow — both in life and art. Hear the radio version at the audio link and read more of their conversation below.

This interview has been edited for length and clarity.


Ari Shapiro: I asked people on social media what questions they had for you, and overwhelmingly, the answer was, "Where have you been?" Can you tell me a little about what the last eight years have been like?

Robyn: When I got off tour the last time, I started making music right away. I made a Röyksopp EP. I made this EP with Christian Falk and one of the people in my band, Markus Jägerstedt, for a band that we had called La Bagatelle Magique. I collaborated with Kindness and with Joseph Mount and Metronomy. And I also made a disco EP with my friend Mr. Tophat. So I kept myself pretty busy. But I was planning, or at least starting to write songs, for something that I wanted to become my next album.

I knew that I wanted to loosen things up a little bit and really dive into my love for dance music, and the things that I really enjoy about listening to dance music and clubbing for so many years. But I didn't know how to make an album out of that, and I felt like I needed to just learn more about it. I didn't really feel like I had the tools to make that kind of music when I started to write.

It's interesting that you wanted to use this album to dive into dance music — because when I listen to it, it sounds less dancey than some of your other projects. You left openness and space and room, rather than filling it with danceable beats every moment of every song.

I guess that depends on what dance music is to you. To me, dance music is a lot of space — to listen to other things than melodies. I think club music and dance music really require a different way of listening. You're not waiting for the chorus: You kind of have to like where you're at, at the moment. It's about finding your groove and letting whatever's happening in the music rhythmically guide you.

When I say dance music, it's anything that makes me want to dance. It could be Timbaland and Missy Elliott, but it could also be disco music and samba music: It's not relying on melody in the same way, it's more about rhythm. And I think, in that sense, this album is different than what I've done before. The rhythms are more varied. I used to work with a lot of repetitive [beats]. You call them 16ths — this rhythm that's almost on every beat and kind of ...

Kind of square.

Square, yeah. And so I think on this album that's loosened up a little bit.

Yeah, I think of a track like "Between the Lines," which is very syncopated and has almost a '90s feel. I imagine a drag queen strutting down a runway when I listen to it. That feels very different.

To be honest, when I think about making this album, I wanted to dive deeper into things that have inspired me throughout my life — but also, personally, I was in therapy. And I wanted to dive deeper into my personal growth, as well. So I wanted to mix this other way of listening to music, that I think comes from clubbing a lot, with what I was experiencing in therapy: letting go a lot of control, getting to know my own consciousness a little bit better.

I feel like you're reciting the lyrics to the title track, "Honey," right now. The themes you're describing seem very similar to the idea in those lyrics: "Down in the deep, the current is stronger."

What I'm trying to say is that if I really try to remember the feeling I had making this album, I was in a space where I couldn't go back: I didn't want to do what I did before. But also I was kind of sad, and I couldn't push through and work with the kind of force and energy that I had worked with before. I didn't feel like making music. I just wanted to, I guess, soothe myself — and that's how the music happened. I did things that made me feel good, that made me feel better, like dancing to things that I really like. They're not things that you can explain or theorize — they just happen when you hear something that makes you want to dance. It's a very strong and particular feeling.

And a lot of the music that I went back to, like pop music I grew up with during the '80s, it was almost like I was listening to it for the first time — because I was raw and kind of rearranging things within myself. Like "Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough," with Michael Jackson, was one of those things that I danced to a lot. Even the music that I knew very well felt very new to me.

People have been so excited for this album to come out, and it finally dropped on Friday. What has it been like since then, for you?

I've never released an album that has received so much love and praise the way that this has. When you make something that you really like, you're not as dependent on what other people think about it — but for me, releasing this album after a long time, and doing something where I feel like I've shared a lot of my personal experiences, I felt very vulnerable. So of course it's an amazing experience to have it received the way it's been. I'm really happy.

Your fans have a very intense relationship with you. I'd like to read an email auto-reply that a friend of mine put up last week: "Thank you for your email. I may be unable to respond on Friday, Oct. 26. My heart is being destroyed by Robyn's new album, Honey, and I will do my best at pulling my s*** together."

That's very sweet.

​What's it like to be on the receiving end of that intensity?

Amazing, of course. I listen to music very intensely as well: When I listen to an artist I really love, I feel like I know them. I feel like I understand what they're thinking about, even though I've never met them or talked to them. As a kid, I didn't know much about Prince — who he was and all the complexities of his personality — but I could still feel very close to him when I listened to his music. And that's what I think is amazing about music: You don't need to know anything about the person who made it, because you get to know them through the little details and the nuances and the dynamics. If you're sensitive to it, it's a very direct kind of language. So it's really nice for me to have fans that listen in that same way.

The album ends with the refrain, "I swear I'm never gonna be brokenhearted ever again." Is that a hope or a promise? Or a delusion?

I think it's up to you. I don't feel like I have to interpret it: I wrote it thinking that it's open to both outcomes. Your heart is definitely going to be broken again, sometime in your life. That's very hard to avoid. But maybe the song is about defiance or how you decide to deal with it, more than actually predicting the future.

You said that music helped make you feel good again. And when I hear from your fans on social media, so much of what they say is that now your music, whether it's "Missing U" or "Dancing on My Own," is serving the same function for them.

Well, I think that's what music does. Music doesn't change the world — I really don't believe that's the purpose music should have. But I think music gives people a break, where they can recharge and then maybe change themselves. Which is beautiful.

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ARI SHAPIRO, HOST:

The Swedish pop star Robyn makes music that you can dance and cry to at the same time.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "DANCING ON MY OWN")

ROBYN: (Singing) I keep dancing on my own. I keep dancing...

SHAPIRO: Her last full-length solo album "Body Talk" came out eight years ago. While the music gave her fans a soundtrack to navigate heartbreak and loss, Robyn was going through personal upheaval of her own - the end of a relationship, the sudden death of her longtime collaborator Christian Falk from pancreatic cancer.

ROBYN: He was a big part of my musical education. A lot of the music that I love - he's the one that played it to me the first time.

SHAPIRO: Those losses left Robyn alone and searching for direction, for sounds to express what she was feeling.

ROBYN: I didn't really feel like I had the tools to make that kind of music when I started to write again.

SHAPIRO: Now Robyn has released a new full-length album called "Honey." It sounds more open and more spare than her earlier music, but from the very first track, "Missing U," she weaves in those two familiar themes - dance and despair.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "MISSING U")

ROBYN: (Singing) Now that it's over, the space where you used to be, your head on my shoulder...

It was a tough time, and it was, like, a time change for me. Like, I went through a lot of big changes and a lot of soul searching and just exploring new parts of myself kind of like a space trip but just inside instead of into space. Yeah, "Missing U" is a song that I wrote about some of those experiences I had during that time.

SHAPIRO: And so what do you get by pairing this heartbreaking sentiment in "Missing U" with this exuberant club beat?

ROBYN: I don't know...

SHAPIRO: (Laughter).

ROBYN: ...What you get. I guess you get a song.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "MISSING U")

ROBYN: (Singing) There's this empty space you left behind. Now you're not here with me. I keep digging through our waste of time, but the picture's incomplete.

The harmonics have a particular kind of mood where I think pop music becomes really interesting, where it's, like, I guess soulful pop music in a way.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "MISSING U")

ROBYN: (Singing) 'Cause I'm missing you.

You know, I didn't know what it was going to sound like, but I knew that I wanted to loosen things up a little bit and really dive into my love for dance music.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "MISSING U")

ROBYN: (Singing) All the love you gave - it still defines me.

SHAPIRO: It's interesting to me that you said you wanted to use this album to kind of dive into your love for dance music because when I listen to it, it sounds less dancey than some of your other things.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "BABY FORGIVE ME")

ROBYN: (Singing) Here come the night.

SHAPIRO: You left openness and space and room rather than sort of filling it with with danceable beats every moment of every song.

ROBYN: Well, I guess that depends on what dance music is to you. To me, dance music is a lot of space actually for me at least to listen to other things than melodies.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "BABY FORGIVE ME")

ROBYN: (Singing) Won't you give it a chance, baby, just one more try?

You kind of have to like where you're at at the moment. It's about, like, finding your groove and, like, letting whatever is happening in the music rhythmically kind of guide you.

(SOUNDBITE OF ROBYN SONG, "BABY FORGIVE ME")

ROBYN: There was this feeling for me that I wanted to dive deeper into the things that have inspired me throughout my life. But also personally, I was in therapy, and I wanted to dive deeper into my personal growth as well, getting to know my own consciousness a little bit better.

SHAPIRO: I feel like you're reciting the lyrics to "Honey" right now.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "HONEY")

ROBYN: (Singing) No, you're not going to get...

SHAPIRO: The ideas that you're talking about and the themes that you're describing seem very similar to the idea of, down in the deep, the current is stronger.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "HONEY")

ROBYN: (Singing) Down in the deep, the current is stronger.

Yeah, well, yeah, it - to me, it makes sense, you know? It's, like, really what decided the way the album sounds is that I was in a space where I couldn't go back. And I didn't want to do what I did before, but I also - I was, you know, kind of sad, and I couldn't push through.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "HONEY")

ROBYN: (Singing) No, you're not going to get what you need.

I didn't feel like making music. I don't know. I just wanted to I guess soothe myself, and that's how the music happened. Like, I did things that made me feel good, that made me feel better.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "HONEY")

ROBYN: (Singing) I got your honey, baby. Can you open up to the pleasure, suck it up inside like a treasure, let the brightest place be your passion?

SHAPIRO: Your fans have a very intense relationship with you.

ROBYN: Yeah.

SHAPIRO: I would like to read an email auto-reply that a friend of mine put up last week. It says, thank you for your email. I may be unable to respond on Friday, October 26. My heart is being destroyed by Robyn's new album, "Honey," and I will do my best at pulling [expletive] together.

(LAUGHTER)

ROBYN: That's very sweet, very sweet.

SHAPIRO: What's it like to be on the receiving end of that intensity?

ROBYN: Amazing of course. I mean, there's nothing bad about it at all. It's just - I mean, I listen to music very intensely as well. I feel like, you know, when I listen to the artist that I really love, I feel like I know them. I feel like I understand what they're thinking about even though I've never met them or talked to them or - and that's what I think is amazing about music - that you don't need to know anything about the person who made the music because you get to know them through the little details and the nuances and the dynamics of the music.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "EVER AGAIN")

ROBYN: (Singing) Come on. Let's have it out. Go ahead, and try your little crazy on me.

SHAPIRO: The album ends with this sentiment - never going to be broken-hearted ever again. Is that a hope or a promise or a delusion?

ROBYN: I think it's up to you. I mean, your heart is definitely going to be broken again sometime in your life. I mean, it's - that's very hard to avoid. But maybe the song is about, like, defiance or maybe how you decide to deal with it...

SHAPIRO: Yeah.

ROBYN: ...More than actually predicting the future.

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "EVER AGAIN")

ROBYN: (Singing) Never going to let it happen. Then it won't be all for nothing. Oh, I swear I'm never going to be broken-hearted ever again.

SHAPIRO: You said that music helped make you feel good again. And when I hear from your fans on social media, so much of what they say is that now your music, whether it's "Missing U" or "Dancing On My Own," is serving the same function for them.

ROBYN: Well, I think that's what music does. I think music doesn't change the world, but I think music gives people, like, a break, you know, where they can recharge and then maybe change themselves, which is beautiful.

SHAPIRO: Well, Robyn, thank you so much for the music and for the conversation. I've really enjoyed talking with you about it.

ROBYN: Thank you so much. Thanks for having me.

SHAPIRO: Her new album is "Honey."

(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "EVER AGAIN")

ROBYN: (Vocalizing). Transcript provided by NPR, Copyright NPR.